Hello !

Well Im a little stunned right now about the last post I had on my blog. Any of you may feel free to go back and read it. I have read it to my hubby and a few friends and they are all shocked that a total stranger would write anything so hateful to someone they do not know. That is the point of a blog you read them to get to know them, but you don't just slam them for things you do not understand. I wanted everyone to know I was pregnant and what I was going through because that is the type of person I am. I like people to know these things. Then when I lost that baby I got a lot of support and did not have to do it alone. I guess this lady Debbie would enjoy to do it alone if it happened to her. Sorry, not me. Like I have said many times before this is a place for me to write about how I feel. Yes there are many times when I complain, but there are just as many good times to share with you as well. This lady Debbie can not tell me that she does not have bad times in her life. Just because I have bad times does not mean that I should not adopt more kids. She also stated that I adopt for the attention. OK You got me. Yeah, I spend all that money and time just for the attention. Are you crazy lady!! Yo really sound like you have alot going on in your life that you are struggling with and you are taking it out on me and my blog. I am not stressed out because I have to many kids. Its actually very nice. The kids all help and they all get along and have each other to play with. There is never a dull moment in this house. I would never never re-do anything I have done. This lady posting this non-sense has made me very happy actually because it made me realize just how happy I really am with all of my children and how happy I am that I am once again pregnant!! Yes Miss. Debbie Downer I said it if that's OK with you. I AM PREGNANT!!! I'm sorry you don't like me to announce this because its very early, but Im not like you you see.. I am very thankful for EVERYTHING God gives me. I'm sooo thankful that I want to shout it from the roof tops. I love my family, I love my life, and I love my God. I only wish I could say the same for you Miss .Debbie.

Don't get on some one's blog you don't even know and Judge them and slam them the way you did. You know nothing about me. The fact that you said the thing you said makes you sound like a very lonely, cold, butter person. Yes, I write about times when I'm stressed and when I want to pull my hair out. EVERYONE does. Please find me one blog that has not written about bad times in their life. Are you going to go judge them too and write crap all over their blog about what bad parents they are too!! By the way, where is your kid right now, or when you were blogging me?? Does that ,make you Bad parent because you took 5 minutes away from them to write. What non-sense!!

Well I was going to blog today about my house and how much I love this place, but this lady really made me very angry, but forget about her.

I live in Plano now. I will leave pictures of the house. I really love it here. I do miss my friends, but I am making new ones fast here. The kids are loving their new school. The 3 babies started school this week. It was so cute to see them get on their new bus with their new school bags. They really like school. There teachers love them so much and that helps alot.

We did end up getting pregnant again, but I am very early so not much to post about at this time. They took alot of blood to see why I keep having miscarriages. As I said before that made this lady so mad. I will adopt more. What some people do not understand is that God has called me to do this. I knew from a very young age that this is the life I had. I was very blessed to find a hubby that felt the same way. So, we will adopt more kids. Not now, but after the new baby is walking we will start again. I DON'T HAVE A LIMIT DEBBIE!! I never will. When I feel like I have enough then I will know that God is telling me to stop. As for now I have the space, I have the time, I have the money , and I have all the love in the world to give these children . If anyone where to ask my kids if they were happy I know without a doubt what they would say and that's all I need to know.

So, Debbie Thank you. Thank you for making me stop and really think about my life and how grateful I am, and how much I love my family, and how excited I am to have a lot more kids int he future. ( Sorry about the picture of the AC. That was an accident I could not delete)

Hello Again!!

Im Back

Well I know my last post was very depressing, and I was not in much of a mood to really write a lot. Its been a week now and I am getting better, but it still hurts. The Dr said if I wanted to get pregnant again I need to do it now. I guess after a miscarriage is the best time to get pregnant because you have left over HCG and stuff in your body to help hold the pregnancy. So... we are going to start trying again. This will be our last baby, biologically. We really do not know what God will call us to as far as adopting. We know he has blessed us so much with these sweet babies. Eli will turn 3 on March 1rst. I just cant believe how far they have all come. Eli is the sweetest thing now when it is time to give Kissee's/ He puckers his little lips out so far and Wat's for his sweet kissy!

We did finally get a house. The house we ended up with is in Plano. I really like the house. It has 6 bedrooms and it has a pool. The yard is smaller than I like, but it is nice. I think right now we will move on March 14th. I'm just ready for all of this to be over!!! I'm going to have a really hard time when we go at first because I'm going to really miss everyone here in San Antonio. I just pray it works out and works out fast.

Ill leave you with sweet Eli and his Kissy picture, he is such a sweet baby. Then there i a picture of Sweet Nessie!

Last night we lost the baby. I guess the Dr. was right even though I tried my best to fight his. We are going to try to get pregnant again. This made me really baby hungry. I know after thislast baby we will be done.
Im going to lay down for awhile because I have a lot of cramping today, I just wanted everyone to know what had happened if you dont hear from me in a while, Thanks so much for reading!

Huge News!

Well, At least it is huge to us! We found out this week that we will be having another baby. I should have this new baby in October! Right now the Dr. has a few concerns because my HCG levels are very low so he said that may mean I could have a miscarriage. I have lost 5 before so I sorda know how I feel before a miscarriage and I don't think I am having one. Me and Tony have been trying for the last three years, so this is very exciting for us. This will be our last little biological baby.

Our house hunting is getting very frustrating. Every time we put in an offer we end up getting very frustrate and moving on. We close on our home on the 15Th of March. If we do not have a house by then we will be staying with friends in their guest house as we have done once before. Right now we have our eyes on a house in Plano that I really love, so I'm praying it all works out.
The babies are all finally getting over a very nasty cold that they have had for 4 weeks. Emma my youngest biological girl is still dealing with her Pylori. We are going to have her retested tomorrow to see if it has gone yet. My poor baby gets tummy aches so often. We took gluten out of her food and she seems to be doing a little bit better. My Hylpori I think I told you before had turned into positive cancer cells in my small intestines. They say I need to get checked every 2 months for cancer, so with the pregnancy I just have to really watch out for it. There wont be much I can do until the baby is born if I get it. So the Dr told me if I was to get pregnant, to do it now. That way if I get it I can start treatment after the baby comes. I guess with this type of cancer it can take up to one yr to turn into full blown cancer. Either way we will pray against that and do what we can to avoid cancer. I'm eating everything I'm suppose to eat, and doing what I'm suppose to do to avoid it!
I go back to the Dr on Tuesday of next week. If I do not miss carry by then he said I probably wont, so please pray for this baby to hang in there so we can be the proud parents of 11!!!

Still Searching

We did not get the house you saw last. In fact, we are still looking. This has been a very slow journey. Im really tired of looking for houses and just want to move!!

Eli started taking a few steps today. I did not think he was ever going to walk because he has this bear crawling thing down, and so fast. I really liked watching him do it, but I am so proud that he is trying to walk now. All three of my poor Ukrainian babies are sick right now. I have had to cancel therapy for 2 weeks. The Dr.s say its just a sinus infection, but they are just not fighting it off so well. I keep looking back at when we adopted them and seeing how far they have come in one yr. I am truly amazed. I actually get really upset to think about the fact that we almost didn't adopt Eli. I am so grateful that we did. I knew God was going to make it work out somehow. The 3 babies have been such a blessing to our family. I do have my struggles with Nessie. She is a very loud, and demanding baby, but it isn't anything I can not handle. In all, I would do it over again. In fact, we are talking about adopting again. We want to wait until we in Dallas and settled.

I am sorry for not writing in so long. I hope that when we move I will have more time to write more often. As for now it is late and I need to go to bed. I will leave some pictures of all my sweet babies to enjoy!

Well, The house you see is the house we are working on trying to buy right now. It looks a lot better in the inside. It has 7 bedrooms, and a nice backyard with a pool. It had been foreclosed on so buying it has been a bit of a challenge, so we might not end up with it. We went to look at it this past weekend, and it started to snow on Sunday. This was the first time some of my kid's had ever seen snow. It was very pretty, but scary to drive in.

The babies are good, but my little Emma Claire has been very ill and so have I. I think last time I wrote I spoke about all my tummy pain. Anyways, we found out Emma has H-Pylori. So now the doctors think that I have this to, which has caused Ulcers in my tummy. They think we got this from Russia when we went to adopt the babies, so yes they think the babies have this to now. We have our 2,ooo deductible now to so testing all the kids for this is real fun about now. I'm feeling better, but Emma is fighting this with all she has. Her tummy hurts all day everyday and we can not seem to comfort her so I feel really bad for her. I hate that I can not take her pain away. The doctors don't know why the meds are not helping her so we may have to put her on even more medicines!

As for the other children, everything is going pretty smooth. They are excited about the move, other than Faith. They are picking out their rooms and excited about new schools. I think with Faith our oldest it will just take time for her to adjust when we move.

I hope all is well with everyone. As soon as we get more pictures I will post them for you.!!